pain turns to anger and anger turns to rage
Posted on | September 5, 2008 | No Comments
I’m not sure why i always subject myself to these things.
Again, i’m disappointed greatly by the lack of response i received or didn’t receive from her. This scenario might as well have been repeated from last week. I sent another text message and still no response.
try again?
Posted on | September 4, 2008 | No Comments
So now it’s been two weeks and it still bothers me that I haven’t heard from her at all. I’m told I should try to contact her again today. I would really like her to respond this time around. I dunno if I could handle the “silent treatment” again.
I can only imagine that she’s out there not caring about anything at all now. And that she doesn’t know how much I actually do miss her. Well I guess time heals all wounds and I guess I just need to wait it out. I’ll send her a message and see if I get anything this time around.
cold today
Posted on | September 3, 2008 | No Comments
I have a cold today and it feels like crap. My throat is sore and scratchy and i have a runny nose. I think i got it from my roommate. Damn him! I hate being sick.
only 3 weeks left!
Posted on | September 2, 2008 | No Comments
I am quickly coming to the realization that I only have three weeks left to go before I head out to Hong Kong and Japan! I’m beginning to get pretty excited about the idea of going down for all the fun and festivities that I will be partaking in!
I’m going to see some relatives in Hong Kong and eat so much good stuff! I can’t wait to visit the airsoft district in HK either! It’s going to be airsoft heaven!
And then Japan. There are so many things I want to see in Japan. It’s going to truly be the first time i’ve been able to explore the land of the rising sun!
long weekend report
Posted on | September 1, 2008 | No Comments
Not a bad weekend i guess. I think it was a pretty packed weekend. I guess it’s technically not over yet, still got the rest of today to go. But so far everything’s been going well… well most of it anyways.
The weekend kick off started as soon as I left the office… started out great too. Got on the right track with going to the gym and getting a short work out in. I immediately rushed home, ate, showered, and got ready to head out for the night’s festivities.
going to be better
Posted on | August 29, 2008 | No Comments
This morning i looked at my phone to see if i missed any phone calls or messages from her. I received a few text messages, but nothing from her. I’m coming to the harsh realization that nothing will be coming at all now. I am completely heart broken by this. On my way to work i checked Facebook only to see that she had logged in and changed her personal status, not her relationship status, that was changed a month ago and we did away with them (probably an indication of things to come as well… i should’ve known). Her personal status had changed, but nothing in it mentioned pain or distress. Her status remained happy and delightful about future plans.
game over?
Posted on | August 28, 2008 | No Comments
So the time is now 11pm and there has been no response whatsoever. I dunno if there will ever be a response any time soon. So it’s over now? Just like that. I was in bliss one day and in heartache the next. No indication, no warning. Here today gone tomorrow.
I guess the show is truly over.
no answer
Posted on | August 28, 2008 | No Comments
Well I sent a text message over before lunch today. And at this point in time, about 5:40 I still haven’t had a response from her.
My message read:
“hi how are you? Thought I’d contact you to see how you are doing. Are you surprised to hear from me? Do you even want to hear from me?”
One Week
Posted on | August 27, 2008 | No Comments
Tomorrow marks one week since the break up. I haven’t spoken to her or contacted her at all yet. I dunno if I should either. I really want to though and I think I should. But is it the right thing to do?
I don’t think there is a right or wrong in this sort of situation. I either do it or don’t. And to be honest, I probably will.
A day outside the office
Posted on | August 27, 2008 | No Comments
Today the company is spending an afternoon at the golf course.
This is the time I spend playing golf once a year. It’s nice. I can still manage to make good contact. But distance and accuracy just isn’t there yet. Maybe I should try going more than once a year.
Well at any rate it’s good to be out of the office. Any day outside the office is a good day.
